Dear Ken,

I heard you again on Coast, few wks. ago.    My Fav. guest !!!!   Wow !  You are so close to the truth & yet just off the mark !   That’s ok !   As an LDS  gal, I can compensate for the areas you are off the mark on.   I agree with you so very closely !

I know I’ve written to you before.  You never answered me.   Tha’s a bummer.   I was asking if you ever read the Book of Moses & Abraham Canon of Scripture as we have it ! > Get ahold of that !!!!!!    It’l really really really clear some questions up ! 

Yes !  The 1/3rd.   They followed Lucifer in the  Pre- mortal world of all us  “stars”  - I do not think Mainline Christianity thinks this way.  Esp, that these fallen “stars “  were God’s offspring, as well, as the goood stars….. that Lucifer was indeed God’s great Son, as well.   Jesus Christ was the “firstborn” however & He made it to have God , our Father to get all the glory.   Lucifer rebelled…… God cast him Down w/o a body & the 1/3rd. who were deceived by this devil, even Satan, as he became.   It was a real star wars !!!!    Still is, will be…..  

Wel, I’ll mention more, but If you never repoly, I guess I’m just wasting my time.  Well, you are on the right track !  Do you know Glenn Kimball.  Yeah !  He’s really got it all right !!!!   

Here are my comments.

While it is flattering that I am their favorite guest the altruistic tone is obviously most insulting. Of course to be offended is an ego centric reaction on my part,  but nevertheless the issue at hand here ( no vindictiveness implied) is most important to dissect. 

First of all let me say,  I get this type of letter as an offer for help, which points out my error or being off the mark,  from every quarter of the religious world. This is how it usually goes “ken you almost have it right you are very close, but alas not quite. I want to help you so let me offer you my views,  so you can get it together like me, and be “right on 100%.” 

What is really amazing is how many times this happens.  “Ken You almost have it man.” So,  this letter to me is just the tip of the iceberg, because it is a rampant mental disorder out there and causes me pause to reflect and address the root of the disorder because it is a spiritual confusion. 

What I’d like to say is…I’m not even close to having it.  I have some of it, yes for sure but to infer that I am close or that others have it is “shear buffoonery.”  People that say such things or try offer to help me as though they have arrived are invariable deceived by religious dogma, and thus have made the decision to become self deceived.  Yes,  a choice somewhere at some time took place where they chose to accept a teaching or a set of teachings that they embraced as what would become their cardinal belief system. Of course they do not realize they have done this to themselves nor realize they are in the peril of self deception, and that is what is so terrible about self deception.

How could they have it and I don’t?  Wow, it sure is good to know that they have it and are at 100%.  While I am a 90% I am close.  Here is what I have to say,  and by the way I am not taking this personally nor resentfully towards these folks.  But why do they feel they need to tell me this?  Honestly… why?  If you are one of those that have written before trying to open my eyes and help me,  let me ask you to stop for at lest a month,  conference with yourself and then write back.  Because if you are truly in communion ( the Sabbath rest) with your higher self which is one with Christ (the Kingdom of Heaven is within), then it would be told to you why you have the need to bring my attention to this misconception on my part.  Honestly, not to denigrate anyone it is laughable, but it is a serious problem and truly points to what is called self riotousness. What is self righteousness?  My self being right, or the hope that I am rather upright.  (Upright meaning at one time you were not upright, but upside down. Now you see you self as being right side up, or upright. 

But the reality for these folks who claim they are upright rest not on a spiritual reality but rather on doctrinal correctness. So what they are saying to me is that I am not in alignment with their doctrinal bias. I almost am but not quite.   

The truth is my self doesn’t have to be right if I truly know who I am. The peoples of the world today ( all religions and cultures) suffer from massive identity crisis. Even for those who get an inkling of a spiritual identity it is only lasts for fleeting moment, and the it’s back to sleep(or upside downness). At best and unfortunately, spiritual identity,  even for those who claim enlightenment becomes reduced to a mental gymnastic and academic definition wherein identity is associated with doctrines. Eg. I am a Baptist or Mormon, or Jew or Muslim. Spiritual identity is not a creed, nor is it a definition,  but a functional connectivity; wherein,  the Spirit of God is continually bringing revelation, via rushings or quickenings. 

People always ask me are you a Christian, a Mormon, a Jew.  They want to be able to define me.  The truth is I cannot be defined by man made definitions, and neither should anyone be. It is not a matter or attitude of being arrogant, recalcitrant or defiant.” but….

“The wind blows where it wishes and you hear the sound of it, but do not know where it comes from, and where it is going; so is everyone who is born of the Spirit. JN 3:8 

Walking in “the Spirit” is the challenge and call to the “sons of God (women included as sons,  there is no gender specificity in the Spirit.  Words such as sons,  are used only because of our limited language definitions and weakness of understanding spiritual matters).  

So, for all those that tell me I almost have it right.  You are wrong,  I am still, after 40 years still just learning learning how to walk in the Spirit, and far from being close, but please examine yourselves and tell me why you need to tell me I am close to being right?   

“Therefore since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us ( angels) let us also lay aside every encumbrance, and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us.”  Heb 12:1

and… If we walk in the Spirit we will not fulfill the deeds of the flesh.

Anyone got this accomplished yet?